After i got my report book,i was happy that i improve in some subjects.I only got a A2 for average.And my postiotn is damn low.My mom was not happy with it.Of course I am also not really satisifed,but she made a big din out of it.

Mum:Why is your position so low?

Me:i worked hard for it,I think i did ok.I'm also not satisfied with my marks.

Mum:TELL ME WHY!

Me:I don't know,I worked hard,can't you give me some encouragement?Instead of shouting at me?

Mum:Shut ur mouth up.Abit of improvement don't mean anything to me.Why are u so stupid.You are more stupid than the pig!

Me:Stop it!i wanted to worked hard to improve,why can't u give me an encouragement!

Mum:No way,I'm not going to,and dream off.I will never give encouragement to anyone like u,a failure like u.How am I going to tell my friend abt it?huh?Tell me now!

Me:Stop comparing me with others!I don't like it.

Mum:I don't care,U are just too stupid and i think u can only go to the worst class.

Me:Stop critising me.You mean i didn't work hard i didn't improve?IS THAT WHAT U MEAN?

Mum:YES!

Why?Why must she say all these insulting stuff to me?My hardwork has all gone to waste.Why giving me some encouragement is so difficult?Why?I just need some encouragemet,or just a smile from her?Why must she be so demanding?Can't she find out wad's wrong first?Can't she sit down and talk it out,instead of quarelling with me?

Okay,I'm stupid,I am a idoit.I didn't work hard enough.Yeah...Everything is my fault,all my fault.

I'm really happie today.There's several reasons :

#1:I passed my higher chinese exam:)
#2:I finished my D&T packaging
#3:the history test quite easy,coz i memorised
#4:I finally finished my D&T draw filing
#5:The common test is ending soon!!!yippee:)

The one and only reason is because:

i just feel so happy like the clouds in the sky.

Even though... I wanted to tell you that...

Stop breaking a heart that has never been whole,i regretted giving my heart to you.Letting you put a deep scar that will never heal...It shall bleed forever...