I went to Charms house today(: It was really great and awesome to meet a old friend again. It was just like the old days where we crapped and eat whatever we want to...

The movie was great, I was replaying my past in PL when i was watching it.

I realised...
I miss the times I could just say 'I miss you' to my friends without feeling weird.
I miss the times we all just sit there and stone with all the girls.

I miss all the weird stuff you will never have even thought about when they existed.
Like the times we snatched 8days, the times we just sleep during classes and the times when we sneak food into classes. secretly texting on the phone ,hoping ziqi won't catch us.

Somehow when I think back, I miss everything,everyone. I am finally going to meet with my clique soon(: Can't wait.

We crapped through lunch and went to her hse to watch Wolverine(: Though it was a old movie, it was good because i am watching it with a old friend(: Charm's mum is the BEST MUM EVER! Love her mum! HAHA

Stupid JOJO could make it for the date! Can't blame her becuase she have to study for chinese A's:( We finally came up with a place to eat after discussing on the phone. Went to Dhoby and had dinner with JO.

Ate at cafe cartel and talked like mad. I confessed my fear for relationships,and both of them said that there's nothng to be scared of?

I don't know if thats true. I am still scared of it? The 'little me' is always wanting to know what it means to be loved by someone. Other then my family members.
But as i grew older, the little girl in me is slowly disappearing. I don't know if i can trust love.

I am scared.

I am scared that I'll lose you if i said that 3 words.

Maybe I shouldn't think so much? But I am afraid of taking this first step.

Will you stand by me throught this? Will you even say yes?

I am afraid that you will say no.

Maybe I just don't want to know the answer.

I just want to run.